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By now, we’ve ALL met the Duggars.

As I’ve mentioned before, if you want to meet the Duggars, or your dog has eaten a tampon, you’ll probably stumble across untitledlife. A LOT of people have (who knew so many dogs eat tampons?).

Recently a christian radio blog linked to my Duggar post, and I’ve gotten a lot of heated comments and e-mails as a result. In short, I’ve decided to close the comments on my “Meet the Duggars” post. If you’d like to read my final thoughts on the subject, you can check out my update to the original post.

Fat gal in a little coat.

So today’s the big day. I start Weight Watchers. So what did I do yesterday? I ravaged the house for forbidden food. Notice I didn’t say I threw it away. But it IS gone, if you know what I mean. Those goddamned Thin Mints from the Girl Scouts? Gone. The salt and vinegar potato chips? Gone. The satanic cookie dough ice cream? Gone. Someone better call Exxon, because there’s going to be an oil slick in the turlet tonight. I mean, can’t you just FEEL me getting fatter by the minute? Ugh.

Let’s just say it was strategy. Because tomorrow, I weigh in for the first time in, oh, about a year. And the more I weigh tomorrow, the bigger my success can be the following week. Yeah, I know. I’m reaching here.

Me and scales — we’ve never played well together. I have memories from as far back as the 2nd grade of being weighed in gym class in front of all the other boys and girls. I would try to hang my heels off the back of the scale, to make myeslf weigh less, but the gym teacher always caught me. Then I would try to stand in front of the scale weights, so the other kids couldn’t see the poundage. But I was foiled when the gym teacher would yell out my weight for his assistant to record.

Most gym teachers are former high school jocks, and you can tell they get off on seeing the weaklings and the fatties fail. How else do you explain that motherfucking rope or the stiff-arm hang or their insistence that everyone showers together? If any gym teacher gives untitledson a complex about physical fitness, so help me, I will shove all 12 years of my failed Presidential fitness tests up his or her ass and light ‘em up like a firecracker. Boo yah!

Actually, the weigh-in doesn’t make me nervous. What does is the potential failure. I know — not a very positive attitude for my first day. Kind of makes me wonder if I don’t avoid losing weight, because I am so fearful of that failure. It’s just easier being fat. And you can’t fail if you never try.

I really want to gain control over this quadrant of my life. I feel like it’s this big black cloud that darkens every other thing in my life. If anyone has a weight loss success story out there, now is the time to share. And no, I don’t want to hear about the time you dropped 10 pounds in two days by eating a bar of Ex-Lax and wearing a tin foil suit. OK, well, maybe I do.

Best comeback evah.

untitledhusband: (sniffs) Did you fart?

untitled: No. Did you open your mouth?

By the way, you may notice some minor cosmetic changes to the site, and I hope you don’t notice some upgrades to the behind-the-scenes stuff. If you do notice any funkiness, please let me know.

Update: There were some issues with the Share this Post links not working right, but they have been fixed (thanks to those who let me know).

Name game.

About 500 people read untitledlife each day. That’s like 10 people in each state. It’s not Dooce traffic or anything, but I’m a slut and it’s enough to make my panties wet.

Since I’m doing this all anonymous and such, I have told no one about this blog. No. One. That means it’s quite possible that one of you might know me. I could be anyone - your co-worker who just burned a bag of popcorn in the microwave, an old college roomate who worshipped The Cure and had her stomach pumped for drinking too much Zima, or the girl who whupped your ass in tetherball in the 3rd grade. Did you ever think that I might be someone you know? How fucking weird would THAT be?

Well, let’s blow the cover off this bitch. Post a comment with your first name in it, and maybe the state where you live. Lester, Idaho. Mary, Wisconsin. Aloicious, Alabama. That means you too, lurkers. I see you out there, in the corners, picking your noses. It’s time to come out and play. If I recognize a name and a state, I will let you know.

All of a sudden, this is starting to feel like “Clue.” But I promise I won’t beat anyone with a lead pipe. Unless, of couse, you like that sort of thing.

Yes, it was the Cher song that got me.

A new Weight Watchers group is starting up here at work. I know it’s something I should do, and something I can do (at least for a few weeks). But is it something I want to do? No, no, I can’t ask myself that question. It is something I NEED do.

You see, we had our family pictures taken last week, and I had that whole Jabba the Hut thing going on. Untitledhusband and untitledson looked all dashing, and there was me, looking all gelatinous and such. As if I don’t provide myself with enough nourishment, my neck decided to swallow my head. And unfortunately, there is no Photoshop brush or filter that can make one lose, oh, 100 pounds.

I did do Weight Watchers once before, and lost about 17 pounds, which is pissing in the pudding for me. Of course, no one noticed the loss (untitledhusband said he did, but I think he was just playing along). All in all, I was surprised at how relatively easy it was.

So why did I quit? My weight had plateued, and quite honestly, I was growing tired of paying $12 a week to have someone weigh me and wax on about the redeeming qualities of zucchini. As it turns out, I obviously need to pay someone $12 a week to weigh me.

If for no other reason, I need to lose weight so I can tell Lane Bryant to go fuck themselves. All fat chicks have a love/hate relationship with LB. They are the only store that makes decent underwear in our size (even if they are $18 a pair), but they are also notorious for making things like crop tops, sequined thongs and skin-tight sweaters for people who have no business wearing such things. Right now, there is an entire village in China that is repurposing the specimens that didn’t sell into pop can coozies and aqua socks.

One nice thing about dropping a few pounds will be a reduction in my acne. Right now, I have a zit on my jowl that has got me wondering if it’s actually my undeveloped Siamese twin. I have taken to calling her Ziggy, just in case. My luck, she’ll continue to grow until her mouth becomes apparent, at which point my Weight Watchers leader will insist on charging me for a second membership.

Perhaps this is a sign that I should wait a few weeks before signing up for the program. And besides, I still have an unopened bag of Pepperidge Farm Raspberry Apricot Veronas at home. Weight Watchers or no Weight Watchers, I won’t leave a fellow soldier behind. If I was given one hour to live, you can be damn well sure I’d be holed up somewhere having one last cookie orgy.

So if in the next few weeks you read some crazy post about me covering my Weight Watchers Points abacus in chocolate syrup and eating it, or how I’ve left untitledhusband for Twinkie the Kid, well, you can’t say I didn’t warn you.